Well, the pain in my ass has healed. I no longer wish I were dead, and buried 6ft under. Unless you can be 6ft under blankets. ^_- I've already moved on. To the point where I dont even think about him lol. Actually he's moving out the 31st of this month (August). So Im thrilled. Either way, I got what I wanted, only things are gonna be really tough the next few months. and Im not looking forward. Chance, and I are on the virg of getting married, but things arent working out the way we'd like, so we still have to wait at least another year. I think Im going to miss Brom, but in all honest reality, I've been missing him for a long time. He was once a very caring person. But something changed in him that I will never understand and thats why he and I didnt work. But I do believe that things always work out for the best and in our favor. and so it has. The only thing I'll even dare to worry about is the distance between me and my heart, and school, I dont feel like failing my senior year of high school lol. All and all Im happy that Im finally cut free of my chains and now with who I was meant to be with.